October 31, 2011

Waiting for a ram

You cannot just worship God when you are on the mountaintop.  Our true test of faith and trust comes from our experiences in the darkness of the valley.  Are we able to lift our hands and praise Him when things are not happening the way in which we would choose? 

Those moments in the valley come when we are not expecting them.  Life seems to be happening the way we want and suddenly, the floor falls out from under us.  We begin to ask where has God gone.  It suddenly seems as if we have been left to our own devices.  For me, I now recognize these moments as what I like to call, Spiritual intervention. God is placing us in time out. 

When life is good, we can become quite busy.  We become wrapped up in our families, church activities, and all the other events that life throws our way.  We still take time to attend church and read our bibles but because life is going so well, we often forget just Whom it is that is blessing us.  So that moment arrives when He must gain our attention and then we find ourselves in another valley.

God wants us totally and completely for Himself.  It is why we were created.  We are here only for His glory and no one else’s.  Quite a tough pill to swallow when you are a wife or mother.
I have to be confident that God knows what He is doing and only has my good in mind. His Word says “For I know the plans that I have for you. They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and hope.” (Jeremiah 29:11)  I find great comfort in those words as I enter into a valley because I know that there is a reason and it is for my good. 

Now this was not always the case.  As I entered my first dark valley, I was scared, lost, confused and felt alone.  I truly believed that God had deserted me.  I wanted to give up and walk away but He began to work in my heart.

It began with returning to the story of Abraham.  For years, the story of Abraham and the command to sacrifice Isaac had been very meaningful to me.  It reminded me of God’s faithfulness and provision but it was not until I experienced my first big valley that I fully understood the greatness of this entire story.
Throughout the story of Abraham, there are moments where God gives commands, makes promises and follows through but that moment comes when Isaac is on the altar that would make me wonder, “Could my faith ever be that strong?” It was not until I took in the entire story from beginning to end that I was able to get through my valley and understand that yes, my faith could and would be that strong.

Life and praising God are easy when things are good and we are on the top of that mountain.  We find it easy to share His goodness with everyone but then suddenly that moment of testing arrives.  It is easy to trust Him when things are going our way but when the tables turn, where do we find ourselves. The game changes and we begin doubting God. Untrue thoughts enter our minds and we believe that He has forgotten about us.

Back to Abraham.  God gives him a son and then asks him to sacrifice his son.  Why?  I am sure Abraham did not understand God’s request.  Possibly, he thought, “Why would You promise me a son, give him to me and then take him away?”  but God had an answer.  God knew there would be a ram in those bushes and Abraham had seen with his eyes and heard with his ears enough to trust Him. He trusted God and knew that His plan was perfect and there was no reason to doubt what God was doing.

Imagine if you will the confusion that would be felt if God asked you to sacrifice your child. Who would you trust enough to confide in to tell?  Would you feel alone?  Where would you gather the strength and courage to follow through with the plan? Abraham was able because he had seen God move.  God had made promises and had followed through. He knew God was faithful. Abraham had no need to doubt Him now.
That is where I stand today.  God has a plan.  His plan is perfect.  There is a reason for everything.  Just like Abraham, I am a part of this story.  Just like Abraham, I  now wait for my ram because God has kept His promises this far and HE IS FAITHFUL!!!

Though my story may not play out as I would have written it or as anyone else for that matter would have written it, it will end the way in which God ordained it.  My children, one day, will look back on their mother's life and know that she walked by faith and trusted God above all else.  They will know that when nothing made sense in life, she knew God was in control and there was no need to fear.  I WILL leave my children a legacy that they will be proud to share with their children some day. I will walk away with my integrity and a life that glorified God.

You can make this choice by loving the Lord your God, obeying him, and committing yourself firmly to him. This is the key to your life. And if you love and obey the Lord, you will live long in the land the Lord swore to give your ancestors Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob.”
Deuteronomy 30:20

Trick or Treat

Is Halloween Really that Significant?

Albert Mohler President

Southern Baptist Theological Seminary

Over a hundred years ago, the great Dutch theologian Hermann Bavinck predicted that the 20th century would "witness a gigantic conflict of spirits." His prediction turned out to be an understatement, and this great conflict continues into the 21st century.

The issue of Halloween presses itself annually upon the Christian conscience. Acutely aware of dangers new and old, many Christian parents choose to withdraw their children from the holiday altogether. Others choose to follow a strategic battle plan for engagement with the holiday. Still others have gone further, seeking to convert Halloween into an evangelistic opportunity. Is Halloween really that significant?

Well, Halloween is a big deal in the marketplace. Halloween is surpassed only by Christmas in terms of economic activity. According to David J. Skal, "Precise figures are difficult to determine, but the annual economic impact of Halloween is now somewhere between 4 billion and 6 billion dollars depending on the number and kinds of industries one includes in the calculations."

Furthermore, historian Nicholas Rogers claims that "Halloween is currently the second most important party night in North America. In terms of its retail potential, it is second only to Christmas. This commercialism fortifies its significance as a time of public license, a custom-designed opportunity to have a blast. Regardless of its spiritual complications, Halloween is big business."

Rogers and Skal have each produced books dealing with the origin and significance of Halloween. Nicholas Rogers is author of Halloween: From Pagan Ritual to Party Night. Professor of History at York University in Canada, Rogers has written a celebration of Halloween as a transgressive holiday that allows the bizarre and elements from the dark side to enter the mainstream. Skal, a specialist on the culture of Hollywood, has written Death Makes a Holiday: A Cultural History of Halloween. Skal's approach is more dispassionate and focused on entertainment, looking at the cultural impact of Halloween on the rise of horror movies and the nation's fascination with violence.

Pagan Roots

The pagan roots of Halloween are well documented. The holiday is rooted in the Celtic festival of Samhain, which came at summer's end. As Rogers explains, "Paired with the feast of Beltane, which celebrated the life-generating powers of the sun, Samhain beckoned to winter and the dark nights ahead." Scholars dispute whether Samhain was celebrated as a festival of the dead, but the pagan roots of the festival are indisputable. Questions of human and animal sacrifices and various occultic sexual practices continue as issues of debate, but the reality of the celebration as an occultic festival focused on the changing of seasons undoubtedly involved practices pointing to winter as a season of death.

As Rogers comments: "In fact, the pagan origins of Halloween generally flow not from this sacrificial evidence, but from a different set of symbolic practices. These revolve around the notion of Samhain as a festival of the dead and as a time of supernatural intensity heralding the onset of winter.

How should Christians respond to this pagan background? Harold L. Myra of Christianity Today argues that these pagan roots were well known to Christians of the past. "More than a thousand years ago Christians confronted pagan rites appeasing the lord of death and evil spirits. Halloween's unsavory beginnings preceded Christ's birth when the druids, in what is now Britain and France, observed the end of summer with sacrifices to the gods. It was the beginning of the Celtic year and they believed Samhain, the lord of death, sent evil spirits abroad to attack humans, who could escape only by assuming disguises and looking live evil spirits themselves."

Thus, the custom of wearing costumes, especially costumes imitating evil spirits, is rooted in the Celtic pagan culture. As Myra summarizes, "Most of our Halloween practices can be traced back to the old pagan rites and superstitions."

The Dark Side

The complications of Halloween go far beyond its pagan roots, however. In modern culture, Halloween has become not only a commercial holiday, but a season of cultural fascination with evil and the demonic. Even as the society has pressed the limits on issues such as sexuality, the culture's confrontation with the "dark side" has also pushed far beyond boundaries honored in the past.

As David J. Skal makes clear, the modern concept of Halloween is inseparable from the portrayal of the holiday presented by Hollywood. As Skal comments, "The Halloween machine turns the world upside down. One's identity can be discarded with impunity. Men dress as women, and vise versa. Authority can be mocked and circumvented, and, most important, graves open and the departed return."

This is the kind of material that keeps Hollywood in business. "Few holidays have a cinematic potential that equals Halloween's," comments Skal. "Visually, the subject is unparalleled, if only considered in terms of costume design and art direction. Dramatically, Halloween's ancient roots evoke dark and melodramatic themes, ripe for transformation into film's language of shadow and light."

But television's "It's the Great Pumpkin, Charlie Brown" (which debuted in 1966) has given way to Hollywood's "Halloween" series and the rise of violent "slasher" films. Bela Lugosi and Boris Karloff have been replaced by Michael Myers and Freddy Kruger. This fascination with the occult comes as America has been sliding into post-Christian secularism. While the courts remove all theistic references from America's public square, the void is being filled with a pervasive fascination with evil, paganism, and new forms of occultism.


In addition to all this, Halloween has become downright dangerous in many neighborhoods. Scares about razor blades hidden in apples and poisoned candy have spread across the nation in recurring cycles. For most parents, the greater fear is the encounter with occultic symbols and the society's fascination with moral darkness.

For this reason, many families withdraw from the holiday completely. Their children do not go trick-or-treating, they wear no costumes, and attend no parties related to the holiday. Some churches have organized alternative festivals, capitalizing on the holiday opportunity, but turning the event away from pagan roots and the fascination with evil spirits. For others, the holiday presents no special challenges at all.

These Christians argue that the pagan roots of Halloween are no more significant than the pagan origins of Christmas and other church festivals. Without doubt, the church has progressively Christianized the calendar, seizing secular and pagan holidays as opportunities for Christian witness and celebration. Anderson M. Rearick, III argues that Christians should not surrender the holiday. As he relates, "I am reluctant to give up what was one of the highlights of my childhood calendar to the Great Imposter and Chief of Liars for no reason except that some of his servants claim it as his."

Nevertheless, the issue is a bit more complicated than that. While affirming that make-believe and imagination are part and parcel of God's gift of imagination, Christians should still be very concerned about the focus of that imagination and creativity. Arguing against Halloween is not equivalent to arguing against Christmas. The old church festival of "All Hallow's Eve" is by no means as universally understood among Christians as the celebration of the incarnation at Christmas.

Making Decisions

Christian parents should make careful decisions based on a biblically-informed Christian conscience. Some Halloween practices are clearly out of bounds, others may be strategically transformed, but this takes hard work and may meet with mixed success.

The coming of Halloween is a good time for Christians to remember that evil spirits are real and that the Devil will seize every opportunity to trumpet his own celebrity. Perhaps the best response to the Devil at Halloween is that offered by Martin Luther, the great Reformer: "The best way to drive out the devil, if he will not yield to texts of Scripture, is to jeer and flout him for he cannot bear scorn."

On October 31, 1517 (what is now known as Reformation Day), Martin Luther began the Reformation with a declaration that the church must be recalled to the authority of God's Word and the purity of biblical doctrine. With this in mind, the best Christian response to Halloween, might be to scorn the Devil and then pray for the Reformation of Christ's church on earth. Let's put the dark side on the defensive.

October 28, 2011

Justification by faith

This is a wonderful devotional. There are so many who do not understand faith and exactly what Christ's death upon the cross meant. This is one of the best explanations that I have personally read in a very long time.

For those stuck in a church run by legalistic leaders, find freedom in Christ. Find redemption in Christ. You are free from condemnation because of the work done on the cross.

For if, when we were enemies, we were reconciled to God by the death of His Son, much more, being reconciled, we shall be saved by His life. —Roman 5:10

I am not saved by believing; I realize I am saved by believing. It is not repentance that saves me, repentance is the sign that I realize what God has done in Christ Jesus. The danger is to put the emphasis on the effect instead of on the cause. It is my obedience that puts me right with God, my consecration. Never! I am put right with God because prior to all, Christ died. When I turn to God and by belief accept what God reveals I can accept, instantly the stupendous Atonement of Jesus Christ rushes me into a right relationship with God; and by the supernatural miracle of God’s grace I stand justified, not because I am sorry for my sin, not because I have repented, but because of what Jesus has done. The Spirit of God brings it with a breaking, all-over light, and I know, though I do not know how, that I am saved.

The salvation of God does not stand on human logic, it stands on the sacrificial Death of Jesus. We can be born again because of the Atonement of Our Lord. Sinful men and women can be changed into new creatures, not by their repentance or their belief, but by the marvellous work of God in Christ Jesus which is prior to all experience. The impregnable safety of justification and sanctification is God Himself. We have not to work out these things ourselves; they have been worked out by the Atonement. The supernatural becomes natural by the miracle of God; there is the realization of what Jesus Christ has already done – “It is finished.”

~Oswald Chambers

October 27, 2011

Love this! Totally worth sharing with all those who have daughters.

Five Questions to Ask Your Future Son-in-Law Deborah J. Thompson Crosswalk.com Contributing Writer

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John Croyle is known as the star football player from the University of Alabama who gave up a lucrative NFL career opportunity to open the Big Oak Ranch — a place for abandoned, abused and neglected children.

On a recent visit to both the boys and girls ranches, I had the opportunity to talk with John. He is full of wit and wisdom and shared these five questions he has posed to numerous young men through the years who asked for his blessing to marry one of the young women at the ranch.

1. Are you going to take care of my daughter financially? I want you to work hard, provide for her and your family, and never use money as a weapon. Many divorces are a result of money issues. She doesn’t have to live in a Taj Mahal, but she should have a safe and comfortable home, clothing and food.

2. Are you going to take care of her mentally? I know how smart she is right now, and you should too. I want her to be smarter after living with you than she is now. You should challenger her mentally, encourage her, build her up, help her to achieve her goals, and assist her in growing closer to God in wisdom and knowledge.

3. Are you going to take care of her emotionally? Two things will destroy your marriage: self-centeredness and bitterness. Guard against these. Inside my daughter’s heart is a round hole I call “emotional need.” Inside of your heart as a man is a square peg that is somehow going to have to “fit” with her. Are you willing to knock off the edges of that square peg in order to fulfill her emotional requirements? She doesn’t think or react like you do. You may see something and laugh — she may see it and cry. You may say something that you thought was the sweetest thing in the world, and it may make her madder than a hornet! God designed you to be the one who can meet her needs; are you willing to guard against self-centeredness and bitterness and take care of my daughter’s emotional needs?

4. Are you going to take care of her physically? As a father, it has been my job to protect my “princess.” As her husband, your job is to protect your “queen.” I want to know that if someone threatened her, you would step in front of her. And protecting her physically also means intimately. What you see on TV, the movies and pornography — that is not real life. Don’t get kinky or stupid with my daughter. And it goes without saying that she had better never live in fear of you physically! Just take care of her in every way possible.

5. Last and perhaps most importantly — Are you going to take care of her spiritually? Do you know that in the Bible, it tells men to love their wives 33 times? But it tells wives to love their husbands only twice. You are asking for my daughter’s hand. I know what a woman of God she is right now. When I place her hand in yours in marriage, I am no longer responsible for her spiritual health and training. One day, after living together for many, many years — you are going to present her hand to God. Will she be more of a godly woman then than the day I gave her to you? Your job is to be the spiritual leader of your family and raise your children (my grandchildren) according to God’s design. When you meet God in heaven one day, I want him to smile and say, “They are better after having lived with you.”

"If you can take care of my daughter financially, mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually, then you have my blessing. If you can’t do these five things — I need to know now."

John told me that he has only had one young man who couldn’t answer these questions to his satisfaction. So John refused to give his blessing; the young man needed work on one of these areas. John told him to “fix it, come back, and then we’ll talk.”

That young man went away, worked diligently on that one area and came back to John after “fixing” it. He gave his blessing, and that couple is happily married today.

The Big Oak Ranches for boys and girls are a testament to the faith, dedication and hard work of John Croyle and his wife, Tee. They have raised two of their biological children on the ranch—Reagan who now serves as the Childcare Team Director on the ranch, and Brodie, a quarterback for the Kansas City Chiefs. For more information on Big Oak, please visit their website at: www.bigoak.org.

Target of the enemy

Please be careful what you spread about another human. I have known and loved Mrs. Briscoe (as well as her family) for over twenty years.  As someone who has just gone through a battle of being accused of things I did not do and the gossip that follows, it is hurtful, destructive and unChrist-like. There are ALWAYS two sides to a story and then the truth. There are also different perspectives as to how a situation unravels. Unless you stood in that room and witnessed the event/events it is all gossip or perspective.

Scripture tells us that the devil came to steal, kill and destroy making Mrs Briscoe the perfect target for the enemy. She is a godly, precious woman who has done great battle for the Kingdom of God and definitely a target of  Satan.  King Soloman said that speaking badly of others could have disastrous effects. It betrays confidence (Prov. 11:13), separates close friends (16:28; 17:9), shames you with a bad reputation (25:9-10), and perpetually fuels the embers of a quarrel (26:20-22). People rarely can undo the damage their untrue words have done to a friend, family member, co-worker and so on. 

Someone's life is trying to be destroyed. I'm only speaking from experience and not trying to attack anyone but we have to pray that truth in this situation be revealed. From my own experience I have learned that God's justice will always prevail.  I do not know the events that transpired, I have only heard gossip and the reports of the media.  I believe that something may have transpired but it is not my place to make a judgement call.  We are to pray for one another and encourage one another.  We are to seek out truth instead of listening to only one side.

When the Israelites were taken as captives to Babylon, Mordecai found himself in this kind of situation. He refused to bow to anyone but God (Esther 3) and this outraged Haman who in turn set out to destroy not only Mordecai but every Jew in the  empire. Haman convinced Xerxes to sign a decree that authorized  the destruction of all Jews. He began building gallows for the execution of Mordecai. But then, God stepped in and there was a great turn of events. Instead of the execution of Mordacai taking place,  Haman was executed on the gallows he had built for Mordecai.  The Jewish people were spared.

This is called poetic justice. Unfortunataly we do not all experience such a dramatic display of justice but scripture promises that God will one day avenge all injustice. It requires patience on our part and waiting for God's timing for the justice to prevail.  We must leave it in His hands. (Rom. 12:19).  He is faithful to protect His children.  

Gossip is a slippery slope.  We have to be so incredibly careful not to get caught up in the drama but instead close our mouths and pray for each person involved.  Let's all pray that God will guard our mouths and instead of speaking ill of someone, we will choose to speak of the good that we know and the God that we serve!

October 19, 2011

And if our God is for us....

I have never been more confident of God’s presence in my life.  I have experienced Him in mighty ways over the past 48 hours and witnessed darkness overcome by light.
Scripture tells us that as Christians, our fight is not against flesh and blood.  We do not battle against those around us but instead the dark powers of this earth.  "For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms." (Ephesians 6:12)  I had to hold tight to that truth this week.
It is hard when you are backed into a corner and being slandered to choose not to fight back.  It is hard not to look at those who are making false statements and hate them but I learned how this week.  My heart aches for what has taken place. 
I recognized that my fight was not against those there today.  They were merely pawns in a battle against good and evil.  Instead, my fight was against myself.  It was a test of my faith.  It was an opportunity for me to live out the faith I proclaim.  It was an opportunity to take a step off a big cliff and trust God.  When everything in my human nature screamed FIGHT, that still small voice said pray. 
I walked away today knowing that before my holy God, I have my integrity.  I walked away today knowing that I reflected God and trusted Him at every turn.  I walked away today knowing that God is in control and whatever the outcome, it is part of His plan.  I am walking away surrounded by His peace.
What a journey I have experienced.  What an amazing God I serve.  Life could not be any better than it is at this exact moment because I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that I am right where God wants me.

October 16, 2011

Seeing with Your Eyes

I have heard of You by the hearing of the ear, But now my eye sees You. (Job 42:5)

In his time, Job was the most righteous person on earth. He was so godly that the Lord took pleasure in pointing him out to Satan (Job 1:8). Yet, despite his love for God and his diligent obedience to His commands, even Job had not fully come to know God. The blessings God had given to Job had not revealed everything about God’s character. There were characteristics that Job would come to realize only through adversity. So the Lord allowed Satan to test Job through suffering.

Although Job lost everything he had, even his seven children, Job discovered that God was still with him. Though he faced the most difficult and bewildering tribulations imaginable, Job came to understand that God was infinitely wiser than he (Job 42:1–4). As Job endured the insensitivity of his friends, he learned that God is the only One who is absolutely trustworthy. Job learned much about God through his anguish. Finally, he confessed that at first he had only heard about God, but now, through his suffering, he had come to see God (Job 42:5).

When you are in the midst of your trials, your Lord will reveal His character to you in ways you never knew. You will experience His strong and comforting presence. Like Job, you will learn that your Lord will remain, even when everyone else abandons you. You will see God more clearly as He takes you through the dark times. Then you will experience God in ways you had previously only heard about from others.

-Henry Blackaby

October 14, 2011

What is to come...

I wish I did a better job of keeping records of what has transpired over the past couple of years. Life has been crazy and I have not always had the opportunity to write everything down.  One of the things I would have really preferred to keep better record of is the divine appointments that have taken place.  Each one has been as if God were speaking to me Himself.  He has used many incredible moments to speak to me and I do not ever want to forget them.

One happened just this week.  I was working and it was an hour before closing.  A lady walked over to my counter and began asking me about foundation colors.  (I work at a cosmetic counter) We began looking at choices and I offered her a makeover.  She sat in my chair and I began doing what I do.  As I worked, we began talking.  I do not even remember at this point how our conversation started nor do I remember how we ended up talking about our lives but we did. 

She began sharing her story with me.  She shared personal details of her divorce, her pain but also the blessings that followed.  I sat and listened as she shared how God worked in her life and provided for her and her daughter through it all.  I then began to share.  As I shared my story and as I spoke, scripture began flowing from her lips.  She shared verses of comfort, verses that offered hope, verses that brought me confidence and I knew God had placed her in my chair.

In three days, I will be representing myself in court.  I am three days away from facing my giant.  My verse at this season in my life are the words of David before taking down Goliath “David replied to the Philistine, “You come to me with sword, spear, and javelin, but I come to you in the name of the Lord of Heaven’s Armies—the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied. 46 Today the Lord will conquer you…” 1 Samuel 17:45-46a

I once was afraid.  I once trembled at the thought of standing on my own.  I once felt hopeless.  I once almost walked away from my faith but then I experienced God.  I experienced His power.  I experienced His provision.  I experienced His faithfulness.  I experienced His peace.  I experienced His love.  I experience His forgiveness and I am no longer afraid. 

I am not going into battle alone.  When I enter that courtroom, I will not be representing myself.  The God who created all things will be standing in my place.  He has already prepared my way and knows the outcome.  I will stand with confidence for I know that in the end; my God will have the victory no matter the outcome!

I spent an hour with this special lady at my counter.  Before leaving, she wrote down her name and number.  She told me she would lift me in prayer and told me to call and she would go to the courthouse with me.  This morning I pulled out her card and noticed something else written on the card she handed me that I did not notice the other night.  She had simply written Psalm 56 on the bottom.  I think that passage says it all.

O God, have mercy on me,
      for people are hounding me.
      My foes attack me all day long.
 2 I am constantly hounded by those who slander me,
      and many are boldly attacking me.
 3 But when I am afraid,
      I will put my trust in you.
 4 I praise God for what he has promised.
      I trust in God, so why should I be afraid?
      What can mere mortals do to me?
 5 They are always twisting what I say;
      they spend their days plotting to harm me.
6 They come together to spy on me—
      watching my every step, eager to kill me.
7 Don’t let them get away with their wickedness;
      in your anger, O God, bring them down.
 8 You keep track of all my sorrows.[a]
      You have collected all my tears in your bottle.
      You have recorded each one in your book.
 9 My enemies will retreat when I call to you for help.
      This I know: God is on my side!
10 I praise God for what he has promised;
      Yes, I praise the Lord
 for what he has promised.
11 I trust in God, so why should I be afraid?
      What can mere mortals do to me?
 12 I will fulfill my vows to you, O God,
      and will offer a sacrifice of thanks for your help.
13 For you have rescued me from death;
      you have kept my feet from slipping.
   So now I can walk in your presence, O God,
      in your life-giving light.
Psalm 56

October 4, 2011

Our God is relentless. He never ceases His training regimens. He shaves off our hair, He takes away our comfortable and secure lifestyle, He moves us into cramped and unfamiliar quarters, and He changes our circle of friends—it's like we're in a spiritual boot camp!

In the process, He strips us of all our pride! And then He begins to lay the foundation blocks of heroic courage, and a new kind of confidence, if you will—the kind that no longer defends us but defends Him. What a magnificent change that is. And how essential in our journey toward maturity! Again, it's all part of being cut down to size.

Charles Swindoll
The account of David and Goliath vividly pictures the source of the Christian’s faith—not our own size, strength, or resources, but the power of almighty God. If we focus on our opposition and problems, they will seem gigantic. But as we focus on God, we will see our situation in the proper perspective and be assured that all things are possible with God (Phil. 4:13).

Henry Blackaby
Experiencing God

In less than a week....

The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.

Psalm 23:1-3

I cannot sleep. This time last year I couldn't sleep because of fear and anxious thoughts. Oh how things have changed. Tonight I cannot sleep because I am so crazy, over-the-top excited because of God's goodness. It's like being a kid again and anticipating Christmas morning.

In less than seven days my life went from crazy to calm. Last Monday I had no job, no money and was used to the feeling of the breeze felt when another door slammed in my face. Last Tuesday that all changed.

For the past seven days I have see God work. I have seen Him provide. I have experienced His love and been enveloped by His peace. These moments are amazing. I have truly learned to step out off the edge of the cliff with complete confidence that Jesus will in fact catch me if I only trust.

What a journey! An amazing adventure that I believe has only just begun.